You push me away when I need you the most. You see me only when it’s convenient for you. You haven’t even noticed that you’ve been killing my insides. You take my words for granted and ignore the fact that you’re hurting me. You’ve left me alone on the darkest nights and I’ve cried in the shower to hide the tiers and then go back to the happy wife that you so desperately need. 

You let me see the demons within. I surprisingly said: “What beautiful Creatures I see”

Past Lashes

“I drink the venom of the past and I lash at my wrist to hurt what is left of what is still alive in me. Desperately trying to wake her suppressed voice. I grow crazier and crazier.”

Tired

I’m tired. 

From the simplest 

to the most complex 

of ways to be tired. 

Physically 

and 

Emotionally 

tired.

Muted

“Muted by horrors of the thoughts in my mind.
What have I done? What have I done? 

Chest hurting, knot forming, 

muted by the horrors in my mind.”